Tuesday, April 15, 2014

No Ashes On Reef

                                                            (Image from Pauldixonwebdesign.co.uk)

No ashes on reef
Lose not the grief
Should you only
Replace it with
What is not right

Ask me for no favors
Don't make me change color
From fair to dark
Love lust dishonor

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Phoenix Rose

                                                              (Image from M1.behave.net)

She rose from the ashes
of her past best forgotten.
Phoenix, always the dancer
gliding through the ballroom
of life. Every man wants
her to be his wife.
She smiles, she shrugs,
brushing off the gray off
her shoulders even as her eyes
look around the greenery,
to tomorrow. Her feet take
her to travel in a chacha
that only knows moves forward.
The joy in her laugh slays
the cries of yesterday.
Tears dry into diamonds,
the most cherished of gems.
She calls out a name. It rhymes.  

Monday, March 24, 2014

Your Ashes Will Not Be Spread


Your ashes will not be spread
at a secret reef
Someone else knew about it
No secret
No love
Forced to fall for a fall guy
Because evil lived
in your home, your heart
Battered by a blackhearted dwarf

A presence, any presence
Would have been welcomed
by you and you did

May-December fucking affair
You said you first fell in love with him
on the month you got married
to the dwarf who raped you and
beat you up for two score and three
Apropos

How can seven be fleeting?
How can nothing not happened?
You said you lacked not for chances
To give yourself to him
And you wanted to

Maybe you did not
Maybe you lie
Your fake confession
Makes me want to die

Of all the! What the!
Shit happens
You say no regrets
No regret for shit

You idealize, you romanticize
Affection for your peon, your pain
Shameless ambitious dumbass fuck
Exploiter of a bleeding heart
What else bled?
Quick to the draw
On the chances alone
Just him and you

Cheapened class is worse than cheap
Led to the fuck slaughter like sheep
He made you feel good
Ice cream does the same
And it doesn’t sweat like a stuck pig
Sty living in a bunkhouse
With other hired hands
Sleeping with a servant
Shit again
Have you no pride?

Your children will be so proud of you
Fucking a semi-literate trash
Skin blacked by sun and soot
You went slumming
And enjoyed it
You even fell in love, you said
Shameless.
Desperate.
Dumb.

He went away to save you?
Offering protection and love?
No. He went away
scared to get caught
and killed like the dog he was
Going away for love is permanent
He came back to get drunk
With his buddies during parties
Idealize that selfless honorable shit!
Shit is shit
A fuck is a fuck

You asked me to spread your ashes
on the spot where you added
your tears to the sea
I would have
Even if I puked as I did it
Smelling ugly simian lust 
in this place

But what if I die first?
I will not make requests
for dumping
Just burn me
and keep the fire burning
Until not even ashes remain.

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Boredom and a Broken Heart

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Boredom and a broken heart
the most lethal of combos
Ennui its opposite
Want and wanting more
Not even a lot
Love lies bleeding in public
Heart in sleeveless tattooed arm
Stories to tell of pasts
Dug up and dug up and bared
Lies and games head up shoot down
Mean mister bastard petty and pretty
She does you no good, what a pity
Deception recognition
She is good, you are bad
Girls love bad boys, tough boys
Pure and selfless shit more lies
Slum high society two-in-one coffee
Flirtation with dirt-cheap sanctity
Sex in the city of green stones, black hearts
I am bored
I want to die
The death of a thousand cuts
Glass on chest crawl the snake
That you are worthless piece of shit
Boring, who wants to hear tales
Of broken hearts when broken heads
Are more interesting?
Now we are talking


Saturday, February 15, 2014

Mud&Stars

{For all the Tulips and Roses in the World, palpable and immaterial}

       (Image from Onearth.org)

I am dry, I wait
I look up and crumble
Look down then, think
I would if I weren't stuck
Mud is fertilizer
An so is Shakespeare
Mud can be dry, wet
Ergo, I am mud
Stop flinging, start singing
Pick up your sticks and play
Come away, come away
Land down with a thud
Back to mud, dreaming stars

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Horse Beatitudes


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It rains on New Year’s night/falls hard on the roof the sound of horses galloping in unison breaking stride/marching to the end of the word/peace remains elusive/in hearts troubled by love illicit/a matter of perspective/and strength/affection close cousin of sentiment not enough when no vessels span the seas/bridge the islands/taking you there/I wrote that for minimum daily wage and banana cue plus a bottle of Coke/north of Eden/hid from spouses psychotic/city-bred kinetic/cynic of smirking spirits having flown the coop/we can’t go home again and don’t insist/because horses’ hooves in the thousands drum roll a single note in feel rent crying for release/the hounds howl equine in stride/proud in stares and whispers

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

still



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the sun sets on a horizon still
late birds fly to roost
ripples barely seen on the water
no boats stir, no planes dot the sky
absent trees, their ghosts content
as it was meant at the start
the world without humans won't be lonely

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Tomorrow the Sun


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Storms send out warning
of dark clouds and drizzle
ahead of wind, rain, death

Tremors don’t
But the dogs howling
at ghosts; birds flying
into windows, walls

Songs crash into words
Breaking stride, crushing dew
Fear in faces, stuck in place
Feet turn to stone

Leaden the dead
Spread the news
The world ends anew
Tomorrow the sun

Monday, February 6, 2012

One Day that Shook My World

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Give me the shakes
shake and bake
run for the hills
Oops! This is uphill
The fool who lives this high
has nowhere to go but down
Can’t go out without a sigh
Cry and look like a clown
Call and text
Shoot your load
No more sex
Forget that broad
Holy book this, holy book that
Catch the last train on track
Sing His praises
Get high on smack
If the world ends today
Buy that last happy meal
Here’s a toast, don’t stray
My God is right, hooray!

Monday, January 30, 2012

I was in Love with Margaret Salinger

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I was in love with Margaret Salinger
J.D. would have not approved
But he normally didn't care
So the coast is clear of doting father

Beyond pretty, Meg is a gem
She’s smart, got her father’s genes
She’s pretty, her mother is the same
Her parents split, what a shame

Margaret was her daddy’s little girl
They watched classic movies on reel
Amidst the New England woods
Fairy-tale setting, ideal for moods

Imagine Meg growing up to be Margaret
Went to college, worked as a mechanic
Jerome David could have made it easier
For her to earn a diploma, plus money for beer

But, no, daddy loved his isolation
Her daughter’s desolation forced her
To find a man of his image, futile
She hated him like Plath hated Hitler

The dream catcher wasn’t much help
All it did was give a catchy title
For a book like Mommie Dearest
With daddy stepping in for the beast

Sure, J.D.’s lover came out with her own tell-all
You can’t blame Joyce, she will always be
A little girl whining about the world
Making a living on bones in her wallet

But how could Meg do a Joyce?
Get back at an absentee daddy?
Get royalties for a book well done
Even if it hurts her as much as it did J.D.?

Should anyone care as long as we get to read
A book as fun as a day on the beach
A whale struck by a bus
A train crashing into a truck

Meg turned out OK
She married, got kids
She looks happy on the Web
She’s a Christian minister

I write this down using Courier New font
Ten-point-five points small
A boy turning fifty
Throwing rhymes, so nifty


Monday, January 2, 2012

Stories High

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Stories are told in ways
As numerous as heroes’ names
Sizes various as egos wandering

The best storytellers are mothers weaving tall tales
To children who imbibed their milk
In soothing tones of silenced cries, cooing contentment

The saddest sight is a widower
Who whistles in the lonely afternoon
Against the wind, sees his wife in whirlpools of dust

The happiest sound is a bird chirping
Who knows not it has wings
But sees people shuffle their feet

Attempts at Translating Neruda


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An Attempt at Translating Pablo Neruda's 'Soneto XI'
from the Cebuano from the English

I yearn for your lips, your voice, your hair
Quiet, famished, I stalk the streets
Bread cannot sate my hunger, dawn intrudes
Throughout the day I search for water measuring your steps

I hunger for your slippery laughter
Your hands the hue of fierce reaping
I hunger for the pale pebbles of your fingernails
I want to consume your skin like an almond whole

I want to eat the sunshine ablaze in your body beautiful
The queenly nose on your haughty face
Desiring to consume the passing gloom of your eyelashes

I lie in wait ravenous, breathing in the twilight
Hounding you, for the warmth of your heart
Like a cougar on Quitratue’s wastelands




Sulay nga Paghubad sa Kang Pablo Neruda nga 'Soneto XI' 
Guikan sa Iningles nga Guikan sa Kinatsila

Gipangandoy ko ang imong ngabil,
imong tingog, imong buhok,
Hilom ug gutom, gaukoy ako sa mga kadalanan,
Ang pan dili makabusog kanako, gibalda ako sa kadlawon,
Tibuok adlaw gipangayam ko ang tubig nga sukod
sa imong mga lakang

Gigutom ako sa mimis mo nga katawa,
ang imong mga kamot nga bulok,
Sama sa usa ka bangis nga ani,
Gigutom sa mga luspad nga bato sa imong mga kuko,
Buot ko nga kaunon ang imong panit
sama sa usa ka tibuok nga almendro

Buot ko nga kaunon ang bidlisiw nga gasiga
sa imong matahum nga lawas,
Ang maraynahon nga ilong sa imong mapahitas-on
nga nawong,
Buot ko nga kaunon ang lumalabay'ng landong
sa imong mga pilok,

Ug galakat-lakat ako nga gutom, gasimhot sa salumsom,
Nangayam kanimo, alang sa imong kasing-kasing,
Sama sa usa ka puma sa pagawpaw sa Quitratue.

Pablo Neruda's Spanish text for 'Soneto XI'

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

we will not be loners


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we will not be loners
we will run with the pack
and think nothing of going back
we will not be loners
we will live in a city
full of lovers and hoods
screaming for the moon
and baying for blood
we will not be loners
we will learn how to write
in upper case
and use punctuation
we will be punctual for work
which we will find
to put bread and beer on the table
we will not be loners
we will ask ancient people
to teach us
how to love and multiply
we will not be loners

Monday, January 31, 2011

She Thinks of Me at Least Once a Year

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She thinks of me at least once a year
She never was sure if it was love or fear
Undeserved emotion or mere empathy
For a creature rare as a quotamonee

She was young when we first met
I was seven years her senior
A big boy acting like junior
I swept her off her feet

Always tongue-tied
Heart in sleeve hogtied
13 marauders raided her heart
Her castle walls held rampart

But the gods were unwilling
Gave me no grace, muses unsmiling
Nyx sent her nocturnal hordes
Pushed me back to the sad overlord

Where messages vanish
In fields of dead bodies
Regret and thoughts of Hades
Deaf to words admonish

I write of nursery rhymes
When the finger of poesy
Is caught in cookie-jar mimes
Of middle-age fancy

Forgive my daring, light of Ley
Princess of my youth in fields of hay
I sing of bitter fruit hanging on dead branch
Melodies, words they work perchance

Sunday, January 16, 2011

The Arrogance

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With arrogance that should only belong to God
she breaks my heart.
Fearing neither karmic outcome or the speed of my hand
she smiles while cutting up vows like paper falling on floor.
The betrayal of ultimate candlelit dinners
whispered flirtations sinking in wine
are ancient recalls of moonlight caught in lace curtains.
Will the victim live through blotter reports
blood dripping on snow
the cliché of shared movies, shred tickets?
The query of final judgment
will prove a pretty smirk
is not the right to hurt mock.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Trois Femmes sur la Cote a.k.a. Three Females on a Beached Will

(For Jane)

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The girl, the woman, the lady walk
along the boulevard of spoken screams
Along the coast where suns bobbing up and sinking
Are multi-colored balls children play with on the grassy lawns
Captive of concrete marble slabs, benches for weary flesh and soul

Every rising of the sun is a new year of whorls in the tree of strife
Love confounds all but the purest of spirit
Those who need not the wars of affection
Point and go where drizzles and rainbows call
Whispering vows and a skip and a jig

Monday, November 8, 2010

Short Wings

(Image by Luc Viatour from www.upload.wikimedia.org)

Live impermanent of cycles
Memories transparent shimmering
In the dim of sun, gloom of moon
Sisters of dragons flying low, waiting vainly
Of knights blue armor diving smokeless jets
Amassing not for war but for love, peace

A creature that dies everyday cannot go extinct
It lives dead between vampires and recall
Forgetting nothing, eating air
Breeding, springing forth gushers
Nymphs and imps watching
Long may you fly, bye

Monday, November 1, 2010

He Wakes Up Neurotic

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He gets up happy, they say
Smiling from day to day
Never see a frown on his mug, grey

He blows the trumpet divine
Angel or strumpet, he declines
Sat on a bench, C’s on his side
Mo’ money they plead
The babies they bleed

His arm is strong
His fingers are steel
But soft as velvet
They string the reel

Notes fly into space
In between
What’s in your face
Race to the edge
Plant veggies
Eat the soil of Eden

It’s a wonderful…
What the hell, are you?
Don’t speak, it’s a mouthful
Didn’t your ma teach you?

Sunday, October 24, 2010

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The Arrogance of Stephen Hawking

The arrogance of Stephen Hawking
is the insistence of humans that they matter
more than something else.
Big Bang, theoretical physicist, which came first
the physicist or the bang?

Hawking once straddled the faith fence
not committing to one side.
Later changed his mind
with gravity pulling his ego down
to the molten core
where everything melts
including event horizons.


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Did you do it for love?/Did you do it for money?/Did you do it for spite?/Do you think you had to, honey?The Long Run/The Eagles

Marrying for Money

Not expecting marrying for money’d be this bad
No sex for love, no sex for love
Security, comfort, prestige -- unworth the air printed on
Sow the seeds of lust, barren feelings field
Birds, insects feast on unburied seeds
Thorny plants choke seedlings
The foolish man builds a house on mud
The foolish woman believes middle class is sad
Dead is sad, indifference mad
Not expecting marrying for money’d be this bad

Monday, October 18, 2010

Tiger Through the Rose Bush


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The blood the prick
Thorn elects
Goads is a gift on the land
Parched by invaders from up north
Two footed and four

Cat of stripes and rare gripes
Ambles through thickets swims through flows
It minds not the cuts remind it it’s beast
The biggest one on any block

Growling mewling mood dictates
Humidity this deep calls for waters
From below and above

Tiger beauty and death
Is god to the famished