Your ashes will not be
spread
at a secret reef
Someone else knew about it
No secret
No love
Forced to fall for a fall
guy
Because evil lived
in your home, your heart
Battered by a blackhearted
dwarf
A presence, any presence
Would have been welcomed
by you and you did
May-December fucking affair
You said you first fell in
love with him
on the month you got married
to the dwarf who raped you
and
beat you up for two score
and three
Apropos
How can seven be fleeting?
How can nothing not
happened?
You said you lacked not for
chances
To give yourself to him
And you wanted to
Maybe you did not
Maybe you lie
Your fake confession
Makes me want to die
Of all the! What the!
Shit happens
You say no regrets
No regret for shit
You idealize, you
romanticize
Affection for your peon, your
pain
Shameless ambitious dumbass
fuck
Exploiter of a bleeding
heart
What else bled?
Quick to the draw
On the chances alone
Just him and you
Cheapened class is worse
than cheap
Led to the fuck slaughter
like sheep
He made you feel good
Ice cream does the same
And it doesn’t sweat like a
stuck pig
Sty living in a bunkhouse
With other hired hands
Sleeping with a servant
Shit again
Have you no pride?
Your children will be so
proud of you
Fucking a semi-literate
trash
Skin blacked by sun and soot
You went slumming
And enjoyed it
You even fell in love, you
said
Shameless.
Desperate.
Dumb.
He went away to save you?
Offering protection and love?
No. He went away
scared to get caught
and killed like the dog
he was
Going away for love is
permanent
He came back to get drunk
With his buddies during
parties
Idealize that selfless
honorable shit!
Shit is shit
A fuck is a fuck
You asked me to spread your
ashes
on the spot where you added
your tears to the sea
I would have
Even if I puked as I did it
Smelling ugly simian lust
in this place
But what if I die first?
I will not make requests
for dumping
Just burn me
and keep the fire burning
Until not even ashes remain.
